Anonymous: did you visualize anything with the shrooms
so much! I was staring at my friends face for a good 5 minutes cuz everything was so distinct and I’m sure that tripped em out. He’s mexican but he has green eyes so everything just stood out so much. Every room I was in was like a different world. I had Led Zeppelin playing in one room and every time I walked in there it was just this wild psychedelic vibe to it. like very fear and loathing, that scene where he spills LSD on his sleeve in the bathroom. (thats all I can really do is relate it to movies). When i was walking in my friends backyard there was so much to look at. Filing cabinets, sheds, old hand made brick chimneys and stoves, beer cans, cigarettes, the walls of his house was wild cuz it’s very adobe indian like.
Then I got in the car with my budy (who was sober) and I put on Great Gig in the Sky by Pink Floyd and everything just went with the music. It was like I wasn’t even in the car. I was just sitting there observing the world from a 3rd person point of view.
went out to the woods and it was very alive for a minute and all the animals knew. rabbits came out and were watching me. this family passed me and my friend as we were walking and he ran right passed my friend who wasn’t on them and came straight up to me and was like excited for me ha.
My buddy wandered off to look ahead and I was alone for about 10 minutes which felt like a life time. I kept saying time didn’t matter, cuz it doesn’t. And then i hit the dark feeling (very SLC Punk like) of the woods and being alone, not just standing there, but in this world. In this universe. feeling so small. Just a speck and I kept laughing like short laughs to myself where I just knew everything and it all made sense and I laughed like “of course that’s how life is” I left this planet while I was standing out there. I escaped and went to the stars. my friend has a picture of me from afar just staring up at the sky, but how could u not look up? The clouds looked like demons and I told him that but he said don’t think things like that cuz that’s where bad trips come in.
So we start walking back to the car and the path we’re taking has houses to the right, but the woods to the left and we were in purgatory almost. Everything was so deep. I kept looking back at the woods waiting for this piece of me to come with me, but it never came. I left part of myself out there.
Then we got back in the car and went back to my friends house again and on the way I listened to An Albatross and for anyone who doesn’t know that band, its this like psychedelic screaming clown circus punk music with wild guitars drums vocals bass and organ/synth. The song I was listening to was Hymn of the Angel People. That shit will fuck ur head.
So I get back to my friends house and my buddy went to go home and eat and shower and I watched the sunset and i felt very sad. It was going down and i was so depressed. I wanted to cry, I remember. Thats when everything went dark. I went inside, and we started watching tv and I was watching my friends watch tv and I was so sad. I thought to myself that this is what we’ve reduced our lives to. I never watch tv, but in that moment I knew why. Biggest waste of time. Nothing good except discovery and Nat Geo and history. everything else is crap. even the cartoons i watch are crap.
These dark thoughts started to overcome my mind and I lost all colors but still felt the trip. everything went grey and I wanted to kill myself. I felt demons come out, I felt the devil’s presence and when I closed my eyes I could see him. I heard his voice laughing at me.
Then I came off em and got stoned and went to a fire with my friends but I was so tired and sad that I left about 1230 that night and went home.
Mushrooms make you yawn like a mother fucker too.