July 2012
Holy serotonin release batman!
Damn son.
I have been having very intense visions in my REM...
I’m back home, but im completely different. I dont know what that means. Everything is very real and I am EXTREMELY lucid during these. more so than I have ever been. very aware that its a dream and that I’m in this world. Very cautious though. I think I’m just nervous to see people i haven’t seen in 4 years. People change, but I hope I haven’t too much…
Ascension
“While many people are seeking truth, they also are withdrawing themselves from chaos, turmoil and the mundane. They’ve stopped reading the newspaper and watching TV and are spending more time meditating, reading inspirational materials, being in nature and seeking out others who feel this shift happening. ” I have felt an internal struggle with myself for quite sometime now. my...
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To everyone who thinks the N word is a degrading...
please check your facts this is the TRUE meaning of it
“If you grew up in the United States, you’ve either heard the term Nigger, called someone a Nigger, or you’ve probably been called a Nigger. I was always taught not to say the word, that it was derogatory & racist etc. We were all taught that the word Nigger derives from the Spanish word “Negro” which means “Black Object”...
man will never learn anything till he is ready to...
when people are finally fed up, changes will happen and it will be for the better. once this country starts more and more to realize where we are falling, like you and I, they will start to learn and teach each other new ways of existing.
the revolution will not be televised, because revolution is not a physical thing. It will be a state of mind.
June 2012
Well right now, I have a smile from ear to ear.
I just got an interview in New York. fucking fuck fuck fuck shit fuck. I can’t believe it. Gotta trim the beard so it’s not so homeless looking tho, but thats cool I guess. one step closer to moving to NY : ]
By this time next week I will have just landed in...
and be waiting to get off the plane and travel to Brooklyn to eat at a chinese restaurant where the waiters are trannies. Then staying up all night and catching the train at sun rise to go up the hudson river and to a small town called coldsprings where i will meet my friend katie and hopefully chloe, eat lunch, and then have my friends pick me up to celebrate his sisters birthday. but this will...
The Contortionist is unreal at what they do.
“Quantum physics tells us that nothing that is observed is unaffected by the...”
– Neale Donald Walsch (via laughingcloud)
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Every genre has good music.
EVERY GENRE! There will always be good artists who do the genre justice. When you say “I hate country” or “I hate metal” or “I hate dubstep and techno” you’re being as ignorant as they come.
When you want something bad enough
the whole universe conspires to work in your favor, you just have to listen to her.
I don't know what to do...
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Well I have a definite place to stay in New York.
the job requires a piss test. I can mail my fake piss out there cuz i can’t take it on the plane. dunno if I’m down cuz I’m excited or if it’s cuz this is what I am supposed to do. If i go out there I will have 40 hours a week. but school will have to wait a year… If I stay here I can start school this fall but I will have shit hours. 20 and under and still be...
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If I stay in New York and don't come back
I have a job already looking at my application right now with a very high chance of getting it due to have worked there in high school and that my friends sister pretty much runs the place. I have my friend offering a guest room in his house. I found the requirements for a security officer out there. I’ll have to go to the DMV like immediately to get a New York Drivers License to help...
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Security license in California is a joke compared...
holy shit. mother fuckin schools n all that n then some
This might be it.
This might be my ticket out of here. I got a job offer in New York. My friend wants me to move upstate with him. I could work as security (at the Hotel I worked at in high school) for like 4 months and then move to upstate NY and have a house. 1500 sq ft for 6-700 a month. A year to get residency (I’m assuming) and i would attend the community college that this place is next to. I’m...
Ever look at a child?
The innocence in their eyes is so pure. They don’t know racism, hatred, anger, disease, death. When you’re 3, this world is a beautiful place. It’s a shame you only experience that once. That innocence.
