A whole world out there
and I’m stuck in this desert. I wish I wasn’t. I don’t know what’s wrong with me but, I am tired of feelin this low and down about everything.
July 2011
never good enough
Not for you
This idea that people can just take as they please and do whatever they want when they want
IS FUCKING RIDICULOUS!
Where the fuck did you get the idea that you can just push whoever you want around because it benefits you. And then when you don’t get your way, you get all butthurt because you’re a little bitch. AND HOW FUCKING DARE YOU not support me in shit I do from the beginning. You just wait till success starts comin up and then get interested. This isn’t a game to me. Music isn’t something that is just a “im gonna jump on board” type deal.
I’ve done nothing but support you in what you do musically in ANYTHING you’ve been a part of. It sucks that I consider you my friend, but you’re nothing but a selfish prick.
Yo, when I reminisce, I don't remember timbalnds, nothing but pearl wings
Rockin’em wit wit the tongues hangin’ outta the front wit no strings
Wit no whites on, yo we frontin’ wit fake gold rings
No gold chains, just house keys on shoe strings
June 2011
Out Her Space
Out Her Space | Misanthropy Beats
got that #TeemCoolin bump to it! Coming to a stereo near you!
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I don't even consider it sleep honestly.
It’s just a nap cuz I don’t have a set schedule and its only for a couple hours at a time
My Goal as a producer
- To make a living for myself.
- To make as much money as possible so that I can put it back into the community
- Habitat for Humanity
- Schools whose budgets aren’t what they should be (especially the ones cutting art programs)
- I want to pay back my Indian tribe for all the grants they’ve given me. Even though they get the money from the Government, I want to pay them back for helping me.
- To put my Grandmother in a better home than just a run down trailer.
Shit if I ever end up making it with this music thing, I’m just gonna make sure I can survive and have good enough music equipment and a place to live. Have a car for myself. Take care of my own. But instead of the next step being waste ridiculous amounts of money, I want it to go to something useful. Starting with the kids and getting them in touch with creating. Everything isn’t a problem that needs to be fixed, sometimes it’s something that needs to be created and when you take art and music out of the curriculum, it disallows children to be able to think for themselves and make their own decisions but instead forces them to follow a straight narrow path of ‘do it this way and no other’
man my memory is shotttt
I will be talking to someone on the phone and just completely forget what the fuck im talkin about. And its a daily occurrence…
Also I am a horrible speller
but I am even worse at math
my vocabulary is shit
and my eye sight is going…I’m gonna need glasses so bad soon
but i refuse to bring it up to anyone cuz it’ll just be something I get bitched at for
point is
I really want a california burrito…
